Aquarian Concepts Community, Cults, Forgiveness, GCCA, Global Community Communications Alliance

You Have To Forgive Yourself

After you leave the community, at some point you will start to feel guilty for the ways you participated in the exploitation and deception. You knew deep down that it was wrong, but you were afraid to leave. The worst part of you was brought out and began to dominate. You didn’t know you had that in you. You thought you were a good person.

You have to use the anguish for good. Your path is here now, and everything that happened before to get you to this point is what you have to work with going forward. You have to become the best version of the person you are in this timeline, not the person you would have been if you hadn’t chosen to dedicate x number of months or years to someone else’s dream.

When you realize the truth, you’ll start to regret the friendships, family, and relationships you lost because of your time in the community. You’ll deeply regret the weddings, funerals, and other family milestones you missed because of the travel restrictions and because you were convinced that the work you were doing was more important than your real family and friends. You might visit the gravestone of one of the friends or family that you can no longer apologize to. You’ll wonder if they still would have committed suicide if you had remained in their lives. If they died of natural causes, the stark coldness of the gravestone will remind you that you traded your last days with this loved one for an empty lie.

Experience this regret, and then use it to help others. Remember it, so that from this point forward you will never again let someone appeal to your ego and convince you that by destroying a friend you are saving the world.

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Gabriel of Urantia Is The 1%

I couldn’t believe it a few years ago when I saw that Tony (aka Gabriel of Urantia) was rallying against the 1% and pretending that he somehow was going to lead the revolution against the overseers. The man is a typical Communist dictator who preaches about injustice while setting up a society that mirrors, amplifies, and intensifies all the class divisions he is supposedly opposing.

The day it all became clear to me was the day I went from the dire poverty I was living in within the cult, where fresh fruit was a rarity and illness was punished as being unholy, to Gabriel’s house to work one day. The Perrier water he drank while others were denied dental care was shocking enough. But I never knew what they were building behind the giant fence that had been constructed. That day, I was asked to take something to Tarenta, one of the workers there. I will never forget the feeling of opening the gate and seeing an enormous gaping hole in the ground. Gabriel was having an in-ground swimming pool built! You are kidding me! We don’t have adequate health care or food, and Gabriel is eating gourmet food from the deli, fancy cheeses and meats, cases of Perrier water, and now he is using community resources to build a luxury in-ground swimming pool for himself.  What a callous, selfish, cruel human being.

Any man who could carry out such an injustice is not a real man. He is a tiny gnat, buzzing around deeper issues, but never truly being a genuine human being. I know that the members who are still there must understand this in their hearts. Dear members, you are part of the problem. You don’t get a free pass. Yes, you are victims of Tony in a sense, but …

You Know Better.  You will have to answer for every  day that you  choose to remain & support this  Injustice and Evil with your labor and energy. 

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Gabriel of Urantia and the Global Community Communications Alliances

The Thirteenth Amendment to the Constitution of the United States prohibits slavery and involuntary servitude. It doesn’t matter if the slaves originally chose under false pretenses to be slaves or not. Human trafficking is illegal.

For almost three decades, an individual with the legal name Anthony Delevin and the aliases Gabriel of Sedona and Gabriel of Urantia has been separating families, defrauding individuals, and living in the lap of luxury while he leaves a trail of pain and destruction in his wake. He has enslaved hundreds of people over the years, first in Aquarian Concepts Community in Sedona and then in the newly named Tubac location Global Community Communications Alliance, when bad publicity made Aquarian Concepts unviable.

Many of his victims have been afraid to speak out. Because of the systematic program of thought reform employed by this cult, ex-members often live in fear of retaliation or just don’t have enough energy or self-worth to speak out about their horrible experiences. More information on the mechanisms of this indoctrination will follow on this website.

This pattern of silent suffering needs to end now. After years of legal bluffing and never following through with his threats, Tony has finally laid his cards on the table. He has had an ex-member accused of raping a minor and had this person arrested. So now we know for sure, and it is a matter of public record that Anthony acknowledges that his community is unsafe for children.

When a person has knowledge of a great evil or injustice, should the person remain silent, or should they share that knowledge with others, as a warning? Should other families have to suffer, because relatively little information is available about what really goes on behind closed doors at Tony’s cult? How can it be that there is so little accurate information on the Internet about this cult that has operated since the early 1990s, and that what is available is often from secondhand or thirdhand sources? You can also easily find the community members themselves publishing glowing reviews and reveries about how wonderful and glorious they themselves are. Rarely can you find the other side of the story. This needs to change.

I will be sharing more of what I know about Tony and his minions on these pages in coming weeks. I encourage those of you who are also Tony’s victims or attempted victims and family members of The Lost to share your true stories as well. You can comment here, or you could start your own blog and link to it here. We need to start centralizing the information, so that in the future people can make an informed decision before getting involved with a highly questionable, dangerous, and dubious organization. May God Hold You In The Palm Of His Hand.

Please share your true thoughts and comments below.


Religious Cults, How to Find Out if You Are in One

This is an excellent description of how religious groups can use isolation, overwork, and other control tactics to thwart true spiritual growth.

A Wilderness Voice

1984 big brother The mesmerized crowd scene from the movie “1984”

“The true teacher defends his pupils against his own personal influence. He inspires self-distrust. He guides their eyes from himself to the spirit that quickens him. He will have no disciple.” — Amos Bronson Alcott, The Dial (1840)

In 1970 I had an encounter with Jesus Christ that changed my life forever. There were many young people at that same time that were touched by Him in a life changing way. Most of them had been into the hippie scene of free love, drugs, and other forms of hedonism.  Because America seemed to have no meaning for them with its constant wars, materialism and empty, cold religious systems, they went the other way. Some of them had even turned to Eastern mysticism trying to find some kind of reality in their lives.

Most of these young people, like myself, had a genuine…

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Links To Other Informative Sites




“My experience with a strange cult in Sedona, Arizona”

Order in Tubac prepares for apocalypse


Remember that Time We Almost Joined a Cult???

Conscientious Individual Regrets Giving Large Pile of Cash To Tony’s Cult! This blog post is a somewhat hilarious and also instructive account about how unsuspecting, well-intentioned folks can end up monetarily supporting Tony’s slave plantation. Airbnb users, take note!

All Options Considered

Here’s the story! We booked an Airbnb for 10 days for an important family gathering. Actually, I picked the Airbnb and booked it myself. I’m taking responsibility for this wacky situation! The plan was to gather Alison’s entire family in one place to celebrate the 80th birthday of Alison’s mom, Libby, over the Christmas holiday in 2018. At the time we were spread across four states since Alison and I had not left Seattle yet. After reviewing tons of ideas for fun destinations both inside and outside the U.S., Libby settled on Sedona for the big gathering since four out of our gang of 11 live in Arizona.

Since my big job (and passion) is to be our travel coordinator I gladly volunteered to find and book the perfect house. Sadly for me, it wasn’t that complicated. The City of Sedona is not that big! It has a population of…

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So You Are Thinking Of Joining GCCA—Global Community Communications Alliance?

Let me save you some time and pain. We already know that Global Community Communications Alliance consists of good fishermen. They have excellent bait, especially for the empathic, the caring, and those who think they are selfless. If you care about the planet, if you think about issues beyond their immediate effect on your own personal situation, then you are a perfect target for them. If you are a hard worker and/or have money and property, you are an even riper target.

You think that joining them will help save the world. You think that you will become an important personage in the new era to come. You are disillusioned with society and think it needs to be rebuilt from the ground up. If you want to accomplish any of those goals or other similar worthy ideals, DON’T JOIN GCCA!

The secret is that although they promise all of these things, their structure and methodology actually stops souls from reaching their potential and traps the socially and environmentally conscious individuals in a dead end black hole.

Whatever beautiful ideas you have within your soul, just go ahead and accomplish them. You don’t need to be in a “protected area”. There are no protected areas. When we first went to GCCA/Aquarian Concepts in the 1990s it was easier to believe that there was something special there. Since then, multiple people have died or been harmed there under questionable circumstances.

If you want your energy subverted, your mind corrupted, and your idealism destroyed to feed the energy of a megalomaniac, go ahead and join. If you want to remain a free soul and follow the dreams you yourself were put on this Earth to realize, then please Remain Free.